Hairstyle Dilemma

Gosh I really wanted a new hairstyle! I'm fed up combing my short un-straight hair forwards and putting gel on it. I don't want to be just cute forever (joke!). I want a hairstyle that gives me attitude and a new look. It means it should be completely different from the hairstyle I'm used to. I want the wispy razored layered hairstyle in the picture. Money will be a problem. But worse than that is that long hair for boys is not allowed in Nursing. So I have no choice but to trim my hair down. But it's okay. The time will come when I will eventually have the chance.

After I joined Mr. Lyceum, I've been experimenting on new hairstyles. I have a self-fixed style everytime I'm not in uniform. I wanted to have a different style everytime so that I will know from people which hairstyle suits me best. I also aim to prove that I'm not the nerdy type of guy. I'm always open to new things and I always like to try them. I realized I became more vain. I even think I should always walk like a model anywhere. After that pageant, to become a model became one of my dreams. Yes, I wanted to! I'll accept any product brand as long as it's fashion. Showbiz? Well, I only wanted to be a band vocalist or a solo performer... and model at the same time!

Oh, by the way. That on the picture is a new young model, Jay Benito.